Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Mrs. Donahy

Random thought of the day - I found another note that I wrote sometime during or right after eighth grade that called out my English teacher who said that I wouldn't graduate college. Boy did she light a fire under me . . . at the time. Now that I'm there and it absolutely sucks I have to wonder if she saw something I didn't see. The last two years have been the hardest to the extreme - my headaches have ruined any drive I have and I am still struggling to get on track. I have been working on a paper since the 2nd of the month and I'm still not done, yes, this month has been really hard but come on, really, I haven't managed to get a stupid 12 page paper done!! It's so frustrating and I get so mad at myself, but then if I stress out at all I get a migraine at the drop of a hat - geez this part of my life sucks so bad!! Anyways, reading my middle school note has helped again - I think I'm going to hang it up and focus on proving her wrong. Crazy how something someone says in the heat of a moment can stay with you for the rest of your life. I guarantee she doesn't even remember what she said, heck, she probably doesn't even remember me, but I sure remember everything. It still would be kinda fun to go in after I graduate and shove it all in her face. Anyways, I gotta start pushing myself a lot harder!!