Friday, November 20, 2009

God's Plan For My Life

Everyone longs to give themselves
Completely to someone –
To have a deep soul relationship
With another
To be loved exclusively and thoroughly
But God, to a Christian says,
Not until you’re satisfied and content
With being loved by me alone.
I love you, my child
And until you discover that only in
Me is your satisfaction to be found
You will never be united with another
Until you are united with Me –
Exclusive of anyone.
Of anything else, Exclusive of any other desires or longings.

I want you to stop planning…
Stop wishing…
Allow Me to bring it to you…
Just keep watching Me
Expecting great things.
Keep experiencing that satisfaction
Knowing that I AM.
Keep learning,
And listening to the things I tell you.
You must wait,
Don’t be anxious.
Don’t look at the things you think you want.
You must keep looking off and away,
Up to Me
Or you’ll miss what I have to show you.

And then, when you are ready
I’ll surprise you with a love
Far more wonderful
Than any would ever dream.
You see, until you are ready
And until the one I have for you is ready
I am working even this minute to have you both ready at the same time.
Until you are satisfied exclusively with
Me and the life I have prepared for you,
You won’t be able to experience the love
That exemplified
Your relationship with Me…
And this is the perfect love.
- Author Unknown
This poem was one of the best gifts that was ever given to me. It forever changed my life. Embrace it.

Guide me oh Lord, for I am yours . . .

There is so much on my heart and mind right now. I feel like a big lesson is about to come into my life.

There is a lot of apprehension within me too, and I don't like it at all. I want to be open to whatever is coming my way, but I'm scared of screwing up and having to learn a painful lesson. I've had enough painful lessons recently.

I'm learning to give God my time. I've always been open to him and we've always had a relationship, but when it came to prayer and devotion time I wasn't doing that. It's just never been a part of my life. But God gives so much to me and all he asks is for me to give him my time and love. I want to be someone he can be proud of, and I can't grow if I don't let him in.

God, I am yours. I'm letting go of the apprehension and fear - what do you want me to do; what are you telling me right now?

Rid my body of the negativity, anger and hurt - let me move forward from things that do not matter to you.